Day one:
My first day without my "best friend" Dan. It's been okay, I guess. I spent the day with my actual best friends Ashton and Mariah. I fucking hate how everytime Dan gets a girlfriend I suddenly don't matter. I've almost been friends with him for a freaking year and this is how he treats me -.- . I've been posting sad stuff on Twitter and Tumblr.. I wonder if he's seen my tweets. Josh was supposed to text me yesterday but still hasn't. I feel like I'm a burden when I'm sad because I expect people to feel sorry for me when if I would've listened to a certain someone I wouldn't be in this boat at all. I'm trying to be happy but it's impossible right now. Like my baby, Ed Sheeran turned 22 today and that didn't even help. :( I fucking hate guys.. why does this always happen to me? What do I do to deserve it? I was nothing but good to him. I even put up with him when he was high, which is not easy at all guys. This is the second time he's done this. I literally don't know what to do anymore. Everytime life is going great something like this happens and instantly everything is all shitty all over again. :( I've never tried to not cry so many times in one freaking day.. this is sad. Obviously getting laid is much more important than I am.
Bye :'(.
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